On January 30, 2022, the world woke up to news that dismayed them, because there was a corpse that fell from a building. Later, they announced that it was Cheslie Kryst, who was the winner of Miss USA 2019.
The athlete, who was 30 years old at the time she made the decision not to stay alive, decided to jump from a 29th floor located in New York. In addition, Kryst had suffered from depression for a decade and after not finding a way out, she ended up sharing a post that many later understood her message.
“May this day bring you rest and peace”, were the words that accompanied the last photo that he uploaded to his Instagram account.
Kryst’s mother broke the silence
The also lawyer had in mind taking her own life for some time. For this reason, before committing suicide, she decided to dedicate a few words to her mother, and thus explain to her the reason that led her not to want to stay alive, without a doubt, the text left her dismayed after revealing it in ‘Red Table Talk’.
“First, I’m sorry, by the time you receive this, I won’t be alive anymore. And it makes me feel so much sadder to write this because I know it’s going to hurt more. I love you mother, and you are my best friend, and the person I have lived for for years. I would like to stay with you, but I can no longer bear the crushing weight of persistent sadness, hopelessness, and loneliness,” Kryst began.
“I have never told you these feelings, because I never wanted you to worry, and because I hoped they would eventually change, but now I know they never will. They follow me in every achievement, success, family reunion, dinner with friends, ”she wrote to her mother.
“I cry almost every day now, like I’m grieving. I have wanted death for years and I know that you would have liked to know and help, but I did not want to share this weight with anyone, ”she added in his farewell letter.
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